Y01 October 2006
Finally the day tt I have been anxiously waiting for arrives. We didn't expect Aqiel to be delivered on that day. My edd was on 18/9/06 tt's by my last menses and by scan was on 28/9/06. I would prefer him to be delivered at the latter date coz i wanna experience fasting while i am pregnant but, he choose to pop out earlier.
Am glad tt i manage to attend my cuz suzee engagement ceremony and had fun while i was there. the cake was delicious. very delicious indeed. am craving for it now.... suzee, u wanna get me a slice? heheheh
The moment i started to push, i tot i won't make it. i tot i don't have the energy to push him out. i felt breathless and tired. at the same time i wanna laugh. maybe the drugs made me 'crazy'. hubby was rt by my side all the while. i remember telling him to remember they broke my water bag at 8.59am. and kept on repeating 8.59 to him while i was on the gas... other repeated qtns are : 1. dear have u eaten? 2. dear what did u eat? 3. dear have the dr come? 4. dr how many cm now? (the cervix stuck at 6cm) and by then i had to be induced and oxytocin was administered to speed up the process. i was given epidural coz the pain was very very bad. i was crying and begging hubby to help me... i still remember tho telling him "bie, i am so scared" and i cried. i remember hubby face look very sad and i tot i saw him cry but he denied it. he told me not to cry and don't be scared. i started to push at 2.10pm and baby Aqiel Amaley was delivered at 2.17pm. He was a healthy 3.396kg baby boy. He cried shortly so he don't need the spanking, hehehe and he was immediately placed on my chest for me to adore. iwhen he was placed on top of me i was stunned. i asked myself is this baby mine? i expected him to be tiny not his big... coz my tummy was pretty small when i was pregnant. soon after, i realised this is it. i am a mom. we are a parent now. we are responsible for him now. its a huge responsibility. i cried and i kissed him and don't wanna let him go. at that moment, he really looked like my dad. oh btw the first person to arrive was my dear dad, step mom, sis ayu & sis ct.
Baby Aqiel was pushed to the ward first as i was experiencing side effects fm the anesthesia, i kept on vomiting and don't feel like meeting anyone. i stayed at labour ward till 4+ and reached wd 81 around 5pm. by then my inlaws, mom, uncles and dad practically most of my immediate family members are by my side. hubby went to nursery and requested for baby aqiel to be pushed to my bed. everyone was so happy especially my dad and mom coz this is their first grandchild and its a boy. they have no sons even when the remarried, so aqiel is the apple of the eye. (is this correct?)
tt night, i asked tt aqiel stayed by my side. i cant sleep and all i did was look at his face and adore him. i love him so much. i can't stop kissing him. hubby on the other side (at wdlands) cant sleep a wink either. he smsed me saying he couldn't sleep and he was thinking abt US. abt aqiel. as parents we want the best for our child and even now, when i was feeling exhausted with all the feeding, diaper changing, expressing breast milk, the look fm his innoncent eyes and his smile makes all my tiredness disappear..... mummy & daddy loves u baby Aqiel Amaley.....
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Y05 August 2006
{My 8th Month}
Wow!!! its been a real journey fm the begining of this year. My pregnancy have been taking the centrestage in our life rt now. it's been a beautiful memory that i will never forget, one that i might never ever get a chance of fulfilling. My pregnancy have been ok despite my constant contractions but it's worth it. Last saturday we had my 7 mth feast some doa selamat and at the same time meeting up with families. Thanks to both cuzzies yana & suzee not forgetting their mom who have contributed so much in the making of our invitation cards.... thanks alot guys baby amaly & his parents tt's us really appreciates it. thank God the feast went well & as planned.
I am on weekly injections now of proluton a very very painful jab. i had to settle and put the trust in hubby to give me the jab. he is not doing it well tho... hahaha fisrt time he did it we both laugh while the needle is still stuck to my ass! the next time i really scolded him not to make me laugh but we ended up laughing again. the last jab was the worse. it was to be given every 12 hours and u imagine, i have no more spot left on my tiny butt for the needle!!! hahaha i cried. coz the med, tt is to strengthen baby's lungs is very very burning.... hehehhhehee. last mon hubby gave me another proluton and this time we had to jab somewhere close to the other marks and it hurts so bad i screamd and cried. really cry my hearts out and told hubby to take the needle off but he insisted that it's abit more and i endured it... after the ordeal hubby was laughing his ass off when he saw i cried like a baby... and even have the cheek to ask me why i cried....!!!!
hahahah it's a funny incident. well, monday is coming and i have to prepare my ass to be poked again! huhhuhuhuhu...... but for baby darling sake, mummy is willing to do anything....
we went to plaza sing yest. i wanna trade in my nokia 3230 coz its been giving me problems and since the warranty ended last 2 weeks i might as well change a new fon. but cant decide to change to which model. hubby was suggesting n80. maybe. i saw this cute lil jeans fm mothercare and i wanna buy it for amaly but shall wait till he is here so i can try it on him... i am so excited....
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Mom : Alyssa
Dad : Hamley
Junior : Baby H. A.