Y28 March 2006
Friday...
Off to Dr Julianah's clinic @ paragon for the blood test. The needles are freaking sharp & huge that it left my arm bruising. The clinic assistant asked me "shall i get a bigger needle for ur hubby?" I replied "no need. don be cruel to him...." she then replied saying tt it was so sweet of me. hubby handled it much better than me tho i had more needles in me than him... I really prayed i dont have thalasemmia.... the down syndrom and other abnormalities blood test tt cost me a small bomb is normal... Alhamdulillah syukur pada Allah. tt's what every mom to be want for their baby.
After the Dr visit, we went for a walk at orchard tho i am not in the mood. i am still feeling lazy and tired. we exchanged the credit card points for the $60 isetan voucher. i am not in the mood for shopping either so we decided to keep it to buy stuffs for our baby.... i can't wait for that moment... then we off to have a bite at taco bell and decided to watch failure to launch. a nice. romantic - comedy movie and i rushed home to catch the APM. it went ok for me. i love Taufik's performance tho i am not feeling his 'rockers' image... ehhehe. i lurvvve that PETER PAN won!! woohooo! to those who dont know or have not heard of PP, try listening to thier songs, its nice and entertaining. i lurvve all their songs and i can predict that they will be having a concert here anytime soon. hopefully after i delivered so i can enjoy myself instead of sitting down with my head nodding and my feet tapping.... oh btw i must say i hate the 4 show hosts!!! ok not the 2 ladies. i think its time suria choose other male compere. there are much better looking and more professional hosts like syah, tg and najib is much better host tho he is laser but he is not someone who talks dirty....
Saturday
Hubby off to work today. I am bored so i went over to mom place. Met my 3rd sis who came with her bf. I am pissed at her. After such a long time going awol, tada! here she is at mom place reason? to collect her birthday gift. all this while she didnt even bother to call mom to ask abt her nor visit mom during raya, mother's day and mom's birthdays not to mention remembering our birthdays. but if we forgotten abt hers she will be upset and put on a drama. i know mom is disappointed with her attitude but she is her daughter flesh and blood but i cant care less abt her now. the pain she caused mom is too much. last year she asked me for money and i gave her for her birthday this yr i told her sorry no presents and she said "takpa dah biasa" WTF! all this while i bought her gifts fm overseas and this is what she said. it should be us saying tt to u. u have not given us ANYTHING AT ALL!!!! instead been asking. muka tak tau malu. i am really really pissed. we all loved her but how could she do this. she promised farisah tt she will come over on her birthday but she didnt, she promised to come when mom held a feast (doa selamat) but she didnt. and not all the worst thing she did to mom that i will never ever forget, was when mom was very ill and shivering on the bed she comes in to ask mom for money and not even to offer mom any drink or food or even ask mom how is she feeling! sakit hati ni sampai sekarang. she can do what ever she wants coz i cant care less..... but deep down i still love her. i ended up staying over at mom place as hubby works till late and i am afraid to sleep alone.
Sunday
Went over to dad place for a mini birthday celebration for my youngest sis siti shahirah who turns 12 on the 26/3/06. step mom cooked my fav dish asam pedas ikan duri. i ate twice. only the fish head... yummy! had some quality time with dad and sis and we had real good laugh together where i admitted to say some prayers each time i reach home late so tt he would not scold me... ahhaha dad says but at times my prayers did not work out coz i get scolding fm him... heheh tt's when i joked "yeah if i say the prayers more or lesser than the required number of times needed." we all laughed.... i missed u dad and i love u so much....
Monday
nothing much happens as i am feeling sick again coz of a sore gum. my wisdom tooth is giving me prob again. i slept the afternoon away. watched another movie with hubby at yishun 10, nanny mc phee. great movie. i loved it. such a lovely fairy tale.
Tuesday
went to dr jul clinic again. tot of havin it cancelled as i was in lousy state. vomitted out the milk i drank but i felt better soon after. took a cab there and had another scan. everything is fine and this time baby is sleeping when suddenly baby raised one hand and off sleeping. dr say baby is growing. i was given another 10 days mc!!! she wants me to relax and gave me another jab and new medicine to ease the contractions. i am really worried abt work now. i wanted to go back to work but my nursing officer and ssn tell me its best to rest fully. even hubby is angry with me for being stubborn to still wanna go back to work. i hope everything will be fine......
f-f-rodite was here with you at
Mom : Alyssa
Dad : Hamley
Junior : Baby H. A.