Y01 October 2006
Finally the day tt I have been anxiously waiting for arrives. We didn't expect Aqiel to be delivered on that day. My edd was on 18/9/06 tt's by my last menses and by scan was on 28/9/06. I would prefer him to be delivered at the latter date coz i wanna experience fasting while i am pregnant but, he choose to pop out earlier.
Am glad tt i manage to attend my cuz suzee engagement ceremony and had fun while i was there. the cake was delicious. very delicious indeed. am craving for it now.... suzee, u wanna get me a slice? heheheh
The moment i started to push, i tot i won't make it. i tot i don't have the energy to push him out. i felt breathless and tired. at the same time i wanna laugh. maybe the drugs made me 'crazy'. hubby was rt by my side all the while. i remember telling him to remember they broke my water bag at 8.59am. and kept on repeating 8.59 to him while i was on the gas... other repeated qtns are : 1. dear have u eaten? 2. dear what did u eat? 3. dear have the dr come? 4. dr how many cm now? (the cervix stuck at 6cm) and by then i had to be induced and oxytocin was administered to speed up the process. i was given epidural coz the pain was very very bad. i was crying and begging hubby to help me... i still remember tho telling him "bie, i am so scared" and i cried. i remember hubby face look very sad and i tot i saw him cry but he denied it. he told me not to cry and don't be scared. i started to push at 2.10pm and baby Aqiel Amaley was delivered at 2.17pm. He was a healthy 3.396kg baby boy. He cried shortly so he don't need the spanking, hehehe and he was immediately placed on my chest for me to adore. iwhen he was placed on top of me i was stunned. i asked myself is this baby mine? i expected him to be tiny not his big... coz my tummy was pretty small when i was pregnant. soon after, i realised this is it. i am a mom. we are a parent now. we are responsible for him now. its a huge responsibility. i cried and i kissed him and don't wanna let him go. at that moment, he really looked like my dad. oh btw the first person to arrive was my dear dad, step mom, sis ayu & sis ct.
Baby Aqiel was pushed to the ward first as i was experiencing side effects fm the anesthesia, i kept on vomiting and don't feel like meeting anyone. i stayed at labour ward till 4+ and reached wd 81 around 5pm. by then my inlaws, mom, uncles and dad practically most of my immediate family members are by my side. hubby went to nursery and requested for baby aqiel to be pushed to my bed. everyone was so happy especially my dad and mom coz this is their first grandchild and its a boy. they have no sons even when the remarried, so aqiel is the apple of the eye. (is this correct?)
tt night, i asked tt aqiel stayed by my side. i cant sleep and all i did was look at his face and adore him. i love him so much. i can't stop kissing him. hubby on the other side (at wdlands) cant sleep a wink either. he smsed me saying he couldn't sleep and he was thinking abt US. abt aqiel. as parents we want the best for our child and even now, when i was feeling exhausted with all the feeding, diaper changing, expressing breast milk, the look fm his innoncent eyes and his smile makes all my tiredness disappear..... mummy & daddy loves u baby Aqiel Amaley.....
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Mom : Alyssa
Dad : Hamley
Junior : Baby H. A.